Mom here is the poems that I wrote you many years ago! I kept this all these years! I want you to know that I love and I miss you and that you will never be forgoten. I know that you are still here with me. I will get threw this it will take alot of time and a lot of tears but I will be strong! Love Always and Forever! Mother 2 That was the first part of my poem that I had wrote you many years ago. This part I write to you now is me ten years older and a mother too! I have realized in the time that has past that you hold more than just the key to my childhood, but you hold the map to the road of my life. All through my life when you gave me the advise I choose not to listen to. You was only trying to help guide me in the right direction. I have stumbles into some barriers on my way but thanks to you and my nieve judgement, I too have a beautiful little girl. I hope that one day she too will let me hold on to that special key and that one of a kind map. And I am sure that on her way through her jounery of life I will be stopping her too, and trying to give her advise and hopefully she will listen to some of my advise but at the same time make her own choices on the way. But I owe all of it to you for holding my hand along the way, for picking me up when I needed someone to carry me. I even want to thank you for those pushes through life. Those were the ones that really mattered. Even after ten years you are still my best friend, That big sister that I never had, and my mother every now and again. I love you mom! You will always be in my heart no matter how many miles that we are apart.